Another day 30

Sunday 8/1/2021

Me: damn why am I so drowsy and cloudy today
Period app: Your period is 0 days away
Simone de Beauvoir gets it…
She has a line like “he doesn’t give a fuck. I’m in bed with memories of ours and just dying to talk and I call and you don’t answer the phone.”…..
Forced to hotbox cuz it stared raining
“He doesn’t give a fuck. Here I am torn to pieces by heartbreaking memories I call him and he doesn’t answer.” That’s the actual line.
I could read a book anywhere… public transportation taught me that…
Last night I’m outside holding my book at different angles trying to catch the streetlights on the page lol.
Pero sus ojos están serios. Y un poco tristes. -Alice Walker

Monday 8/2/2021

Laughing thinking about this girl in college who thanked her boyfriend for his support on a powerpoint slide during a presentation in a psychology senior seminar. Everyone was sitting there was like: ………..

Tuesday 8/3/2021

Wednesday 8/4/2021

Bored by this book. Sigh.
A new book came in the mail… nice…
Everything feels so up in the air. Time just passes. Days go by. Seasons come around. And here I am.

Thursday 8/5/2021

No online school option for public schools… no smaller classes or redesigned buildings…. no shorter days or weeks… just the same old 15-30 people in a room together talking and working in close quarters for 8 hours at a time… idk man!!
Most states have online public school…. NJ wyd??
Pretty men wasup?? *nicki voice*
When I say I might homeschool people bring up how much it might cost… bitch I’m the teacher lol
I’ve been in education for over ten years… like… what are we talking about….
Ran on a track for the first time in years today… was running some 200’s… it was cool… this big dude was walking past like “I envy you” lol…
One thing I like about running is you don’t need any stuff. No bike no ball. Just yourself.
The thought stung. I still couldn’t accept that Trevor was a loser and a moron. I didn’t want to believe that I could have degraded myself for someone who didn’t deserve it. I was still stuck on that little bit of vanity. –Ottessa Moshfegh p 76

Friday 8/6/2021

Trevor Trevor Trevor. I might have felt better if he were dead, I thought, since behind every memory of him was the possibility of reconciling, and thus more heartbreak and indignity. -Ottessa Moshfegh p 99
Beach time.

Saturday 8/7/2021

-Rachel Wagner

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