Another day 37

Wednesday 12/1/2021

Thursday 12/2/2021

Reading two books right now. One is a really long novel by Dostoevsky. The other is a short poetry book in Spanish that I keep rereading pieces of trying to understand it more accurately.
Not being obsessed with anyone is cool I guess.
Scorpio is intensity
Dostoevsky is a scorpio lol
If we meet in the street you should not even bother to speak cuz I still hear the words in my head those are some words I will never forget. -Shanna
A strange beauty
Honestly…. Fuck ya life
Woke up this morning with that Monica song stuck in my head that’s like “it’s hard 2 believe after everything you’ll still be right beside me wouldn’t trade you for this whole world thankful for being ya girl”
Anyway life is crazy. Let me do some grading.
Can’t get no higher, still looking for a lighter -juelz
I been thinking bout 4ever
And all this in vain

Friday 12/3/2021

One of my students got 2nd place in an essay contest with a book review she wrote for my class. nice.
Hoes love me (unfortunately)
No other
“It’s sum about the way you carry yourself”
Walking around
If you don’t like me I don’t like you -pop smoke
Dicks up when I step in the party -flo milli
He say he like me I’m like oh ok
Way too sexy
“They was asking about you in there”
which one tho
“all of them”
lol
Following my bliss

Saturday 12/4/2021

Beauty, education, modern ideas, the woman question, poetry. -Dostoevsky p 158
My neighbor gonna say “you know what really made things worse for me? The bible.” Lol
“The people that’s not here… fuck them”

Sunday 12/5/2021

Monday 12/6/2021

Tuesday 12/7/2021

Wednesday 12/8/2021

I look good I smell good I feel good and make love good -James Brown
Somebody tell me abut gemini men.
Fall semester really bout to be over.
You don’t gotta fuck with me but you stuck with me -gucci mane
They ain’t about it, complain about it but ain’t around it, shame on em -wayne (thought that was juelz off the top of my head)
Lil mama REAL bad but she don’t mean no harm -juicy j
“You just trying to show off that lil body”
duh….
You really have to go out of your way to heal. It’s kinda crazy.
Particularly fine.

Thursday 12/9/2021

“I ain’t see you all winter, snowbunny” lol
Self soothing is wack as hell at first but it really does work
Sprung
Reading The Idiot right now. So damn good. Dostoevsky you’ve done it again.
Adapt and overcome
Thinking it’s all about your clothes, it’s about your self, the way you feel about your life. -big boi

Friday 12/10/2021

Sometimes I’m saying it in my head without saying words -my son, inventing thinking
Ya girl will be presenting a paper in Alabama in a few months. Just got the acceptance email. Nice. Working title is “The Rhetorical Drug Dealer in Life and Literature.”
No you can’t hop out I see you -pop smoke
Keep my eye on you snakes I don’t even blink -juicy j
The snakes the grass too long to see the lawnmower sitting right next to the tree -dmx

Saturday 12/11/2021

Sunday 12/12/2021

Monday 12/13/2021

Being around grad school people is cool
Fish and chips and Jameson and ginger ale
Chilling with somebody and you’re like well idk I just took an adderal not too long ago and they’re like yea I’m on an E pill right now lol.
On a Monday no less lol.
This junkie saw me in the car with a dude and was like (to the dude) aww you finally bagged her? I was like bagged who?? He’s like she don’t talk to NOBODY (talking about me). Then to me, real serious: but nah you stay with your son I respect that.

Tuesday 12/14/2021

Not obsessing over a guy is easy. Just obsess over your wardrobe. It’s that simple.
Let me get this lil xmas tree…
I just want you for my own

Wednesday 12/15/2021

-Rachel Wagner

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